Paradox

Perched on my inner peak
In apparent calm of my blank speak
Proud, so aloof from the questions
Yet in search of answer sessions

Eyes closed and senses shut
Indifferent to the flowing specks of dust
Guilt, so away from everyone
Yet in search of genuine anyone

Limbs folded and actions receding
Indecision - blood, sweat and soul freezing
Confused, so reticent and recluse
Yet in search of confuting booze

Floating in time, space and memory
In future, in past and in current story
Limbo, so free from rage and free from age
Yet in search of emotive bondage