Thursday, December 20, 2018

No, my night. Please don't


My night, you are the succour to the tired
The bewitching goddess for the fatigued
Where the fake stars accept their sham at your altar
You, the calm witness to the struggles of the spirit
You, the bold company of the lonely souls

And you my night, why do you chase the Sun?
The lowly Sun that only bestows fake masks
The inhibitions of timidity are all what the Sun presents
Sun is a world different from yours
Curious you may be; but chasing the Sun for what?

What has the Sun got that completes the night?
The Sun is what devours your soul
Undoes every bit of peace you caressed
The breeze you tendered becomes a brickfielder
The shams you undressed again get decked up

Isn't it below your essence to chase such a fraudster?
The sinners of the day don’t deserve your love
The respect of your friends; does it count for nought
For, what is a night that surrenders to a day
Chase, if you must. Chase the depths of your soul

Where is your self-respect? My dear night.
My heart cries for you my night!

I Love You, my night

To the night I speak
What do you hide that I don't know?
I know your fears; I know your secrets

Your twinkling smile I ask
What do you conceal that I can't read?
I read your joys; I read your fun

In your silence I wonder
What sounds you suppress that I can't hear?
I hear your moods; hear your anger

In the thick of your presence
What is the darkness that I can't tame?
I tame your worries; channel your vices

In the depths of your stare
What do you want that I don't have?
I have the love; I have the eyes

Here I am, the cicada singing for you
That glow-worm is me tickling your gaze
I am also the wolf howl announcing your moods
Slithering snake for you protecting your honour


The mist is my sweat missing you as sun arrives

Monday, December 17, 2018

Moon, my dear Moon

I keep waiting for you to arrive 
Keep waiting through the day for the night to set in 
The clouds when in their playful mood blanket the Sun, I get excited you are about to appear 
I keep waiting for the Sun to depart


I keep waiting for you to arrive 
Keep waiting for the night to catch your gaze 
The stories in your absence; I keep framing how to tell you what events occurred 
I keep thinking of you, my dear Moon and what you will ask of me


When you do arrive; you come along with those twinkling stars 
And keep chatting with the stars; jesting, jostling with their tinsels 
I know, you are the heavenly moon; stars are your company in the sky 
Did you know, you are closer to me than to any of those fake twinklers


I get jealous of the stars and I did try for a while to twinkle like them 
But I am not a star, I am Earthy mortal with intense life 
And you are not a star either; shine you may but you are not a star 
And you know, I am closer to you than any of those fake twinklers can be

Monday, December 10, 2018

zaroorat nahi

mera dil mujhse kehta hai ki meri zaroorat nahi use
na mere fikr ki na mere khayal ki

hawa ka jhoka sa woh dhadakta hai 
mera fikr hawa ko chedta hai, mera khayal use baandhta hai

mera dil mujhse kehta hai meri zaroorat nahi use
na mere dakhal ki na mere byaan ki

sawaal-hajaar sa woh dhadakta hai
mera dakhal sawal ka nafrat, mere byan sawal ka ghontna

mera dil mujhse kehta hai meri zaroorat nahi use
na mere soorat ki na mere zubaan ki

parinde sa woh dhadakta hai
meri soorat zamin pe kheenche, meri zubaan pankh ko jakde

mera dil mujhse kehta hai meri zaroorat nahi use
na is zamane ki, na mere vajud ki

aazaad sa woh dhadakta hai
zamane yuhi takrata hai, meri vajud aise hi tok ta hai 




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